Still Indifferent ??

Persistent guy 4:42 PM

Hi

Random Girl 4:42 PM

yello

Persistent guy 4:42 PM

hello :)

wassup?

Random Girl 4:43 PM

nothing 

blogging 

Persistent guy 4:43 PM

did u go to meet MI team?

hmm

Random Girl 4:43 PM

no

Persistent guy 4:43 PM

hmm...

whom did they nominate frm STF??

Random Girl 4:43 PM

no one 

Persistent guy 4:44 PM

oh 

Random Girl 4:44 PM

you know we never go anywhere without our guns and it would create panic 

Persistent guy 4:44 PM

:P

yea..yea

but i didnt knw dat

now got it :D

Random Girl 4:45 PM

now you know 

Persistent guy 4:45 PM

hmm.....

one doubt

still indiff feeling towards me? or is my persistence doing any good? :P

Random Girl 4:46 PM

yes and no

Persistent guy 4:47 PM

elaborate

please

Random Girl 4:47 PM

i dont know what do you think by not beng indifferent 

so i am confused 

Persistent guy 4:47 PM

haha :)

Random Girl 4:47 PM

i acknowledge that i know you 

Persistent guy 4:47 PM

oh!!! 

great

Random Girl 4:47 PM

but i dont miss you 

so i dont know 

Persistent guy 4:48 PM

i dnt expect dat...

everyone comes in life to teach us somethng.. no one stays.. other than parents and ur off springs...

so, i dnt expect u to miss me.. for dat matter

not even my best frnd to miss me always.. may be sometimes 

thoughts of mine..dnt knw how others will take ot

:)

Random Girl 4:50 PM

so what does not indifferent means 

do tell me please 

Persistent guy 4:51 PM

why? i should give it as home work.. for u to figuer out.. i am already explaining a lot here..u knw :P

Random Girl 4:51 PM

o palease 

i ll never go sit thinking about whether i am indifferent to you or not 

i guess that means i am indifferent 

Persistent guy 4:52 PM

yea.. u got the point.. 

no need to xplain then :)

Random Girl 4:52 PM

but the fact that i dont want to think about indifference to you might mean that i am not in diferrent 

so i am confused again 

u can choose your asnwer

i am going to be like i was 

Persistent guy 4:54 PM

hmm.. the fact dat u dnt want to think if u are indiff or not to me... can have 2 reasons.. either u dnt care..watever!!
or u dnt think like dat way..and think of it as a waste of time...there is a 3rd option also.. its a mix of both 

Random Girl 4:55 PM

i ll go with 3rd

i dont want to hurt you 

u are a nice guy 

but then i am like yeah whatever 

Persistent guy 4:55 PM

hmm...i thought so.. u r becoming predictable..u knw

hehe :)

neway i figured it out earlier then

Random Girl 4:56 PM

so i have to become less predictable 

okay 

so from now on you are my best friend 

Persistent guy 4:56 PM

no.. i didnt say dat

haha :)

awesome

Random Girl 4:56 PM

yeah 

but there is a twist 

we are on a break 

:D

Persistent guy 4:57 PM

oho!!! frnds dnt take breaks.. may be they dnt talk for months or years..and still be the same whn they talk again..

but they dnt take breaks

dats a misconception

i guess

Random Girl 4:58 PM

we are unconventioanal 

we ll take break 

Persistent guy 4:58 PM

:D

hmm..  so wat to do in a break.. Ms. Unconventional

i dnt knw

Random Girl 4:59 PM

u dont talk much 

if you take a break 

Persistent guy 4:59 PM

we dnt talk much..otherwise also..

Random Girl 4:59 PM

yeah because we are on a break 

Persistent guy 4:59 PM

so, being unconventional, we shuld talk :P

Random Girl 4:59 PM

God ..... u forget so soon

we ll 

Persistent guy 4:59 PM

hmm...

Random Girl 5:00 PM

once this break is over 

and we should not be too experimenting at once or we would become lady gaga then 

would you mind if i paste this chat on my blog with your name hidden

i ll take your silence as yes 

Persistent guy 5:01 PM

no..plz..

Random Girl 5:01 PM

thank you 

Persistent guy 5:02 PM

i havent even seen ur blog

noooo

Random Girl 5:02 PM

yeah its a private blog 

no one read that **** 

its just for me to remember 

so thank you for permission 

Persistent guy 5:03 PM

why to remember my words??

Random Girl 5:03 PM

whenever i ll think og giving up on someone 

of*

i ll think about you 

Persistent guy 5:04 PM

good.. i am of some use to you... :P i guess

yea..yea.. use it

Random Girl 5:04 PM

so finally that means i am not that indifferent 

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Never a chick

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She painted her nails red
brushed her hair again

Put more kajal to eyes
let her feet slip into heels

Darkened her lipstick more
pulled her skirt up

Tears welled her eyes
she cried
still not a chick

No one will notice me
never a second glance
why am I cursed
no I never stood a chance

All her trophies seemed to mock her
each of mirror laughing

Reaching for the last straw
she pulled her top down
tears rolled down her eyes
no never a chick


Looking at her was her friend
he called her close
wrapped her in shawl
whispered in her ear

Because you of the greatest kind
born a human, not to a chicken.

 

The world welcomes you they said. You will make your mark they said

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Dedicated to the unknown hero, who changed my attitude towards life.

Following the dream of making my mark I was travelling to join an internship at a fertilizer factory in a village of Uttar pradesh. "Reaching there should not be a problem", the HR told me as the place is near state capital Lucknow. I was having the notions that being from a premier institute in India and an independent woman  of modern times, I can take things as they come. I was thoroughly proved wrong by the crowd of people who stood against the face of humanity as soon as I lodged out of bus, holding the address of the office in my hand. The Auto wallas tried to touch me, many advertised about availability of cheap hotels.

“Kahan Jana hai Madam, Chalo hum le chalen".

Rains of indecent comments followed. I looked at myself what I have done to invite this. I judged my clothes, as many suggest it provokes the rapist inside the innocence of man. None of my bare skin was showing apart from my face and hand (not my arm), my chest covered by a shawl. Still they somehow managed to be provoked.

 " Akele kahan jaogi medam paas me hotel hai, sasta hai. Akele rukna hai ki koi aur bhi hai, sab intezam ho jayega".

Women laughed at me from their veils and burkas and the independent women in me was dishonored, scared and disfigured. Every step I took I was stepping in a puddle of sewage with hawkers clinging to me. I spent about 10 minutes and tears began dwelling in my eyes. Where was I? No one was there to guide me like my father or to keep these agents of humanity away like my brother. I kept looking at my phone to check any reception of signal but also to check if it was still there. I managed to move ahead knocking people's leg and hands in my way, thinking with way to go. Two thoughts came to my mind as I saw an empty seat in shade. Whether to go back home or take an auto to the office seemed to be the biggest decision I had to make. I looked ahead and the time table was in sight. It tempted me to go back as the next bus to comfort of home was just half an hour away. As I was reading the time table, a man came blocking my way.

" Kahan jana hai aapko ?" He figured I won’t answer as he saw my teary eyes.

" Behan ji shaam hone wali hai, phir aap aur musibat me phans jayengi ".

I looked at him as he was true. Still I was overwhelmed to talk and handed over him the paper.

" Factory to yahan se do ghanta door hai, aap taxi kar lijiye, Safe pahunch jayengi. Aayiye mai aapko taxi stand tak pahuncha deta hun."

I picked my bag as he made way for me. he was leading my way keeping himself ahead of me. After walking about 10 minutes, I could see many cars standing. I took a sigh when I saw a prepaid taxi counter. The man folded his hands and I said

“If anything I can do to return the favor”. Thank you seemed so insignificant.

“Be safe”, was the only thing he said.